Ohjeez.
Honestly, in the beginning of my journey into the 'anime world', it just sort of seemed like..it was something I felt just sort of came with the ..'lifestyle'. Like I thought all anime fans cosplayed, which was stupid, but I was like 11 so excuse that. DX Anyways, I only did a few (really bad) cosplays at home; luckily no photos still exist. @^@'' Mrr..
Then for a few years I wasn't really interested.. Like, I went on and off between, "eh it's cool, maybe sometime" or "pff not for me". I was REDIC. But I'd seen some less-than-quality costumes and it made me worry I'd look bad. ;^; Also stupid, I know, but...meh.
Then suddenly, I don't know what it was, but cosplay actually became really a fun idea for me near the end of last year. C: I think maybe it's certain friends I've gotten closer with/met, I dunno, but now the idea excites me and I want to do the best possible job I can pulling off the characters I cosplay. <333 It's something fun I can work on and participate in with friends, and a tribute (if done well/right) to the creator of said character. c':
TL;DR: Friends inspired me and it's just really fun! >U<