Oh sweetie. That was such a beautiful thing that you did. How are Magpie's siblings? May she rest in peace.
I tried to save an orphaned baby mouse just a couple days old that my then-boyfriend found on our former porch. We hand-warmed & hand-fed him, did research to figure out what to feed him, we did love him. We only had him for a few days but it was a transformative experience. We named him Ernie, & we do miss him & cried when he did not make it. It must be so vastly harder to have gone through your loss after a month of mothering. I send you both prayers.