Okay, after talking to a few people I have something I want to say.
I'm really sorry about going off on everyone like I did, especially the night a few days ago where I just completely had a meltdown to the group. I didn't mean to upset you guys, even though I most likely did, and I want to say that if I'm welcome I'd like to rejoin the group. Before I post this though I'd like to say a few more things.
One, I guess I never really wanted to leave the group I just got pushed to the point where I didn't know what to do. That's no excuse, and it's nobody's fault except my own, but I wanted to apologize yet again. I love everyone here even if we disagree/argue/have our differences, since that's what makes New Days Dawning one of the greatest groups of people I've ever had the pleasure of working with.
Two, I really wanted to do the digimon cosplay and the fact that it was suddenly taken away out of nowhere (again nobody's fault) then is now being put back I'm really confused and that's partially why I've been a bit testy. I didn't mean to offend anyone if I did and even if my apologies don't help, I needed to make them.
So, if I'm welcome back in the group I'd love to be a part of it since a few of you have really helped me in the past few days. I just want to say one last thing whether it's okay for me to come back or not: this group probably needs to figure out if you're doing anything with digimon or not and soon since the con is fast approaching and if you are planning to do anything then best get cracking. xD