i am listening to
"kimi no tabe ni dekiru koto" by gackt its me and kendo fiancee's song
its at good part where gackt sez
"te ni shita egao no kazu yori
namida wa ooi kamoshirenai kedo
~soba ni iru~
sore ga boku no
kimi no tame ni dekiru koto"
which translates into
" Perhaps the number of tears have been
Greater than the number of smiles but
~Stay close by~
That is
What I can do for you"