I've tried several times now to start getting in shape but i just can't seem to do it, for no reason really. and its not like i weigh a ton and have a long ways to go, I'm just not as thin as i would like. I think my problem is i have no focus, motivation, self-discipline, and i have no one to help me really. my oly partner is my dad, and after falling off the wagon (yet again) I got pumped randomly (like i always do) and so we made a whole big plan and were really excited, but we never did it! I've been eating reasonably healthy, but i think i've been slacking a bit lately. i feel like i'm stumbling around trying to find my way, I need stability and a rock solid plan and etc. i am just not very educated in this also. and always, whenever i restart, i wanna kick it into full overdrive because i never feel like i'm doing enough and i can never see results, and i think i get overwhelmed so i stop quickly or don't even start. like when i did wii fit, everytime i lost a pound or two, it'd be right back the next day. and its hard for me and my dad to find a time for us both to do someting together, and i'm really dependant on others, so i feel like i can't do it alone. i have tons of ideas sometimes, but i never act on them. i'm lazy and i procrastinate. and i'm really confused. i just need to get my butt in gear and do it. i need motivation. help and encouragement and ideas would be greatly appreciated please. i want to feel better about myself and its really hard.