huh, oh.. my life is crap too.. look, I only have 3 days of work... like 12 hours total. I need 40 to pay all my bills. and a single mother has a lot of bills. But, all my life's issues, even ones I have no need to blah blah about in this forum, are my problems. thi8ngs that happened based on choices I had made. Not based on what others did. I learn from my mistakes, feel sad when bad things happen, then move on. The end.