Wow, everyone in here seemed so depressed about themselves a few pages back. I don't know why you put on a happy face if you don't feel that way. Do we need to slap you every time you lie to us/yourself about how you feel to put on a face you think we want? We both just need some embrace and truth. Most of you are still rather young and you will figure things out on your own later (I hope), but the sooner you stop your petty self loathing and get off your ass and do something about it, the sooner you will feel better. I don't mean to be rude, but if you want to change, you need to take some steps. The easiest one is to confide in another person, be that your parents, a long time friend, me or anyone else at the convention who you know a little and who will listen and love you. If you find someone who willingly wants to listen, and you can share ideas about anything, that is at least getting started.
Okay sorry for the late reply and bring stuff back up, just wanted to say it. So what about the ramune. Are we still thinking about doing a ramune drinking get together? The con keeps getting closer you know!