Iiii'm mad because my Kyrie wig came in today, and it's sososososo dark, and I don't have the time to find a new one, nor have it shipped/arrive in time for Kumoricon. Nor do I have the money. <___< But, I guess...
I never got into cosplay because I wanted to be "THE BEST," or anything. I got into cosplay because... beforehand, I always felt like I HAD to, and then there was this certain cosplay/cosplayer that just... pretty much sealed the deal for me. Same with writing, and drawing... I just... have to do it. I couldn't NOT write, and I couldn't NOT draw - it's just... what I do, you know? And then with cosplay... I just... do it. Now that I'm in the cosplay hobby/community, I don't think I could ever stop (I don't think I'll ever be able to just sit at home while Kumoricon is going on - even before I went, I usually felt... oddly guilty at the time it was occurring, ahaha). Anyways, my point is... we all make mistakes, in everything... not just cosplay. So, I'll do my best for this year, and then next year, I'll work to do even better (this year is aready 10000000000000x better than last year, anyways, regarding...quality XD).
Also I'm annnngry because for some reason I keep hurting myself. <_< I keep running into things, and getting stabbed with things... Last night something stabbed me in the toe, night before that something stabbed me in the foot, and the night before that, something scratched my ankle and made it bleed, and I didn't even feel it... orz OTHER THAN ALL THAT, of course all the stubbing my toe five times a day... XD
I hope my foot and toe feel better by the meet-up on Thursday. <_< At the meet-up yesterday, my foot was hurting from where it got... stabbed (XD), but... ah, well. It wasn't TOO bad, anyways~
Ahaha did I just add positive things to all of the negative things, thus negating them? XD Go me.
EDIT: HURR I totally just ran into my dad's tool-box... gonna have a new bruise on my hip, haha. XD I think I've played so many video games that I've... lost my hand-eye coordination, yo. XDDD