That's a whole lot of anger to be expressing.
Minor compared to the rest of me really. I'm probably the result of some failed reincarnation or something.
Or, like you wisely did, get away from any other situation that just keeps pushing your buttons.
Oh don't worry. It has a way of finding, following and engaging me over and over until I snap back.
Life is for living, and anything that takes up that much of your energy without giving you a positive return can not be worth it.
This is what I want but...I don't do that.
I don't know why my coworkers feel the need to constantly try and figure out my "personal life."
Because they're stupid. I get this hell at work but at my latest job it's on a ladder that only scales downward.
First off, two problems: I dress nice and look attractive.
Like really
really attractive. On a worksite no matter if it's clean or dirty or if I'm dressed like everyone else in the group, I look like "the new corporate/HR guy" that everybody immediately notices and with any luck, this impression makes them all immediately huddle into the farthest corner of the room out of fear that I might be what removes them. I get those kind of comments when I go shopping too. My style is clean but causes this problem of "inflated" popularity. It causes people to pry. I sometimes try and kill this effect by wearing something that completely clashes with the rest of my appearance but this only gives everyone an excuse/topic they use to open me. I'm never interested in anybody or what they're doing but when I greet them they really think I care. I don't believe any of them realize how much I really don't and they proceed to make it a point to somehow get me interested in EVERYTHING they say. x_X
Anyway, every third person on late shift asks me if I have a girlfriend and they
all ask if I have any kids! I'm pretty sure I've told most of them a firm
no by this point and trailed off with how horrible that would be but then they start prying as to
why I don't want kids and they want to know if I think that sounds greedy of me. The last girl that brought this up somehow tried to convince me that it isn't my decision because I'm not really in control of whether that happens or not. Well what the hell is that supposed to mean?! :/
I do not need people to try and tell me why I'm single
I do not need people to try and set me up with their random friends
I don't believe in friends. :/
Also according to my coworker who I've been working with for hardly a month I'm 'frigid.'
That's kind of creepy...
because someone can totally understand everything about me by seeing how I act in an 8-hour a day fast food setting.
Oh God I'm so sorry! I know work sucks but fast food? I can't do it! (;ω;) I'm onboard the dominating force that gives all the little fast food chains pure unbridled hell for their incompetency and lack of drive in the global market. You're almost cute and it would be a shame to see you go crazy when my business finally makes your work environment REALLY suck. Oh well! <3
*puts on awesomeface and prepares for the next 10 hours of world domination...*
Sorry I'm rambling.... It's just after 4 years of listening to people tell me who I "need to be dating" and having no one take into consideration how I'm feeling I've just kind of reached a point where I just don't even wanna make the effort anymore. UGH.
9 years for me. Cute girls say date. Married ones say never date, period. No one asked them and I want nothing to do with either group.
I am pretty thoroughly evil.
DO want! :3