It isn't. It's only in your imagination that it is. P.S. don't let anyone else know this, okay? I mean this for your own good sincerely.
^^ Ummm, didn't you get any opiates for pain? Your doctor should hook you up, unless you have a dependency problem that he/she knows about, then you're f*&^#'ed. sorry
Are the hummingbirds that stay the winter at my house crazy, or do they just not like having to fly through California?