Man.. depression is hitting so hard today. I been taking fish oil, It is suppose to help but I feel just as bad as I normally do. I need friends is what I need. but being a single mother at the age of 27... when my mindset is like... 15 to 22... I just can't seem to make any friends. Aquantances, nice people to do events with time to time, yes, I have that finally and am very thankful... but no friends.. no one ever aims me, no one ever skypes me, PMs me, calls me... I never just randomly hang out with anyone like I did when I was in highschool. I don't have friends I can talk to when I need advice. When I need to just rant about a story idea. When I need to share some awesome news... Blarg... lack of friendship is hard. and TV shows and games and animes always being all.. Friendship is what it's all about.. doesn't help. Blarg... I should go to the gym ... I think I might... maybe...