Feeling like an outcast everywhere, at work, online, at home... even around people who like what you like is such a none fun feeling. I need to get myself IRL friends, people I can hang out with, have fun with, do things with, get random gifts for, Play games with, watch anime with, sit around doing nothing with. people I see more often the once every 5 months. I had that in Colorado. I miss having that with real life human beings face to face with no text in the middle of us that does not show body language or voice tone cues or anything. >< But I have been back here in Oregon for 9 years now and no friends, I highly doubt I ever will have any ever again. I want a time machine so I can go back to high school in CO when I had friends. blarg.