I KNOW I'M SUPPOSED TO BE FOCUSING ON LIFE AND NOT FORUMS, BUT THE WEIRDEST THING HAPPENED TODAY.
I was going in to an audition, and everyone was like "break a leg!". A very good friend of mine, Evan, was there.
He hugged me, his face getting close to mine. "Break a leg" he whispered, then asked quickly "can I
kiss you?"
I was in a state of shock, so I went "uhhhhh"
Then he kissed me, and it was really... Nice. But awkward.
Nice because I was lonely and I guess, somehow, I needed/wanted it. Awkward because he's pretty much my best friend and I had no idea why he had kissed me in the first place :/
Afterwords, I walked downtown with him. Hand-in-hand, because he grabbed my hand and, well, I love him a lot (not in a romantic way, in a friend way) and don't want to hurt his feelings so I didn't reject him.
Then we were wandering, and I suddenly found myself having to leave.
Evan's bestfriend, Jack, hugged me first, and Evan was like "Haha, that's okay because 2nd hugsies is the best"
Then he hugged me, and muttered "See? Watch this" then kissed me again.
I AM SO DEEPLY CONFUSED RIGHT NOW.