As much as I dread this here it goes:
I think it's best if I resign from CoaP. I'm not devoted, and I think you all know this. I'm also not very experienced with cosplay and I'd like a year or two to work up to where I can be at your standards. As much as you girls have been super great to me, it pains me that I have been of no help.
That, and I need to boost my social standards with other people so I don't really feel like a ghost. It's mainly my fault that I'm very low-key and I'm trying to change that. So hopefully I can see you guys at Scon/Kcon and see you guys amaze me with your development and maybe I can meet you all personally and can be a better member to you guys later in the future.
Last, but not least, I don't think I'll be able to make a costume in time for any events so I don't want to piss anyone off by getting cold feet on short notice so I think it's best if I just tell you now before things get hectic.
So I'm glad that I could spend a few hours looking at your posts and enjoying your conversations, just right now, I don't think I'm ready to be a part of it. I hope you guys could forgive me and can take me back in the future.
~Sakis